The twilight zone…

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then run this for audible reading pleasures… What abilities do you need to be good at this game? None, really. Your birth certificate is your ticket to the battleground. The trenches, beyond which resides the ever-elusive twilight zone. A smile comes across my face at the mere thought of it. This place is the holy grail of the Game, the Nimbus, the glory, the desire deluxe. I have seen it, I have lived it. It’s like crack, an almost suffocating feeling of euphoria. Like when you hear your favorite song on the radio or embrace the lip glossed girl under the halo. But these privileges, these spoils, are reserved for the elite. NOT the button pushers. Those willing to play the game to the bitter limits. Those willing to let go… How can any guy ever expect to score if he’s not going to play… not going to fully engage the game?! The trenches are a tough place. To the victor go the spoils. Maybe most guys reading this will be coming from a place of fear and scarcity. Deploy your episodic memory to that fateful night as your index fingers descended on your keyboard: double-u, double-u, double-u, dot, google, [...]

Trench Times and the Nimbus.

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Honestly… I’ve been thinking. There is so much bullshit that goes on in the industry these days, a new guru every day, someone with a new take on a miniscule component of a tried and tested principle or theory. So much of this mental masturbation is a smokescreen, an excuse for actually putting your ego on the line, yourself to the test and reaping the rewards that come with a hard fought victory. I personally love the idea that ‘to the victor got the spoils’. These are the occasions when you earn the title of champion, through hard fought battles, identity shaping crises and moments of personal brilliance. The cleanest high you will ever experience. This is the nimbus. To achieve this magical experience comes only from getting into the game, playing within the bounds of most of the rules, bending others and bring the best out of yourself in turbulent times. On any given battle field every man starts equal, self perceptions become redundant nothing is assumes. The glory is in the game, the opportunity to play, conquer and to forge a reputation for yourself. So many guys get to know some theory, but haven’t been laid in months. [...]

The Self, The Natural and Nature vs Nurture.

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Nature versus Nurture: the natural inside you, and the Identity you chose. If you not a natural, how to become a natural? How did naturals become naturals if they weren’t already that before? If you are going to change your identity, then don’t you lose your congruence and as a result have weak inner game? Some say that it’s not a case of learning, but rather unstifling. How do you implement something that you don’t literally implement? How can all the RSD instructors, as different as they are all get consistent results. Are they all natural? But they are all so totally different. Tyler speaks about the dynamic existence of your identity. People change ‘who they are’ over time. Does this mean weak inner game? There is a lot of static noise in the community. All of which is accurate but missing one conceptual thread to tie it all together. The final piece of a puzzle that when complete reveals a conclusive model. My background is in science of psychology. One of the biggest issues that psychologists of all fields are concerned with is the question of nature versus nurture? Was the patient born that way, or did he develop [...]

Operation Charlie~Kilo

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OK. At any one time in my life i will be working towards several different goals simultaneously. keeps me occupied, keeps me challenged, keeps me entertained. One thing I always wanted to really conquer was my own aesthetics. I was shopping at a duty free store today and I realised that becoming a professional model would make an awesome career. It was as i sprayed sample cologne onto a tester strip that i noticed the abundance of free products i would get a s benefit of my photographic and cat walk obligations. As i indulged in this dreamtimez, it also occurred to me the difficulty that will accompany such an achievement. Not just anyone can become an internationally renowned model. Especially girls. ut as far as i understand for guy you just have to have the ripped abs, pretty complexion and above the bar personal grooming. A sense of style would be helpful, charisma and presence. I walked my way to the front of a duty free mirror and began to slowly nod in self agreement. It is time. Not fornication time. Dreamtimez. If anyone one could execute such a feat it would be me. I have the time and [...]

The Cultivation, and No responsibility.

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Relatively recently my own personal journey to understand women, based on front line gender skirmish and all-embracing attempts of academic de-codificatioin of the female psyche reached a pinnacle. The system is now apparent, and ready to be distributed. Never was I subject to the ‘community’ in the times of lines and routine stacks. Frankly, if the community was more an acting academy than a melting pot of identity level change I would have remained in the local university library trying to figure this stuff out for myself. Mum always taught me, be the gentleman, be the chivalry, be the bitch chode internet porn connoisseur. For so long I listened. After all she was more older and more female than I was. What mum didn’t know was that it was all about cultivating the naturally attractive guy inside all of us. Let me ask you something. Do you remember the first time you ever hit on a chick? You were probably six, maybe seven. You probably had a stir of squeamish feelings deep in your viscera as you engaged the object of your affections. Cue the harps and lets your eyes glaze over as you relive those moments. How did you [...]